somethingthingyman

hello all, the new story i'll be writing once my ayreon story is completed (god knows when that'll be, lol) will be that of dream theater's concept album called scenes from a memory, if you haven't heard it, i highly recommend that you all give it a shot, it's my favorite album by them, it's absolutely amazing.

i'm planning to do a documentary type thing documenting exactly how many cigarettes i smoke in a day, i must admit, i've become quite the chain smoker lately, but eversince i started buying big bags of mohawk smokes, i've going crazy with the smoking, lol. i hope this will help me figure out how bad my addiction is, cuz to be honest, i don't even know, anymore... i hope to cut back severely, at least mohawks are dirt cheap, but still, it's pretty bad nonetheless. this may prove to be the most tasteless thing i'll post ever.

today at 4:00 i'm having my grad ceremony and man, was it ever overdue, lol. anyways, i should be feeling in tip top shape, but the only thing holding me down from being 100% is the death of my grandfather which happened in febuary, he would've loved to be there, R.I.P. i've no clue what to expect in life, i'm feeling confused about everything, uninspired and bored at the world... i'm sure things will work out, but in the mean time, i've got no heading in life, no direction... sailing blindly into a hurricane, is a good way of describing it, i guess.